Back in 1999, when I attended Clarion West, I changed my way of thinking about myself as a writer. I’d previously thought in novels–involved storylines, detailed worlds, casts of thousands–but I shifted my focus to short stories after those six weeks.
It fit my fickle nature: I could spend a day or a few days writing a draft rather than taking weeks or months or years to complete a novel. I could sample all sorts of ideas and see if any of them caught my fancy for something longer. After all, some of my favorite authors would write short stories in a particular world to test the waters and see if they wanted to spend more time there with a particular main character.
After attending Viable Paradise XII in September 2008, however, the pendulum is starting to swing the other way. After being told time and again that my style of writing fits longer works rather than short stories–the dreaded “this isn’t a short story, it’s the beginning of a novel!”–I’m starting to work on my first “real” novel.
I have completed three novels and started several others, including a few attempts to put the story I’ve been telling myself since childhood (the reallybiglongstory, or rbls) into coherent form. However, the finished novels were either written for fun or for NaNoWriMo and never intended to be seen by an audience. This, on the other hand, is the first one that I’m planning on sending out into the world.
The thought is terrifying. But I’m already on my way.
Current word count: 6,477 words (with notes on the first three scenes; this total may go down before increasing)
Next step: Revise the first three scenes and regroup. The path has become vague and disappeared completely. My main character has become vague and whiny and apt to share his deepest, darkest secrets at the least provocation. As this was not the original goal, it’s back to the drawing board.
Goal for the rest of the week: Revise the first three scenes and send them to writers group by 1/7.
Current Mood: is it tomorrow, yet?
December 31st, 2008 | Tags: reflection, writing | Category: Uncategorized | Leave a comment